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By Tara Zandra | April 7, 2013

I’m not in the best mood right now and this computer is not helping. It won’t log me into Facebook, I have to update everything RIGHT NOW and the keys are being persnickety so please forgive any weird typos I may not catch.

It’s been a fairly lovely day, not sure why I’m being annoyed so easily. Probably because I’d rather be doing something fun and instead I’m stuck doing dishes and laundry on the weekend.

I did start the day with custom omelets for everyone as a way to use up excess veggies in the crisper. That was pretty good. But the little things like Target not having what I went for, AM/PM having crappy Diet Coke, me being the only person (apparently) who can hear the dog bark to go outside- those are all sticking with me. Also, we had to postpone plans with friends because Daisy had a party to attend today and then the party got postponed which means we could have done our other plans.

Honestly, I think I’m suffering from nerves. I have a dinner date tomorrow night with a friend and I’m nervous about making a good impression- it’s a new friend. Plus, what if we don’t really have anything in common? Then the friendship stalls and it’s awkward. Hell, I feel awkward already.


Now it’s been a couple hours and I feel a bit better. Had a nice dinner chilling with Chris, took a relaxing shower, and am now enjoying the Kings game. Sometimes it doesn’t take too much for me to get over myself. Still feeling a bit nervous about tomorrow though. I’ll probably be a wreck by the afternoon. I’ll have to play lots of very loud music to keep me sane.

Here’s a picture of the cupcake I crocheted yesterday for Daisy. She loves it enough that she didn’t want me to hold it for the picture but she eventually relented- barely. The picture is makes it look creepy, but I assure you it is not.

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I need to go back to telling stories- the daily stuff isn’t satisfying me right now.

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2 Responses to “moody”

  1. Mel Says:
    April 13th, 2013 at 11:27 pm

    I think making new friends is harder than dating. Ugh. Cute cupcake.

  2. Tara Zandra Says:
    April 17th, 2013 at 6:42 am

    I do well with our homeschool group and then there’s the added bonus of I don’t really want more friends :) This friend is something that just happened without me looking for a new friendship.