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relaxing friday

By Tara Zandra | May 17, 2013

We have a very long day of competition tomorrow so we decided to skip our normal Friday activities of book club and park. The girls still had dance rehearsal of course, but there was also a pizza party afterwards so Chris and I took advantage of the time and went to Rubios by ourselves. Not exactly a date, but we had a great music discussion too so I’ll take it.

This evening we got as much ready for tomorrow as possible and now three of us are sitting around doing absolutely nothing of interest. There are only so many funny things to look at on the internet.

Personal update: the anxious moments have gone done severely, the dizziness is completely gone, and the exhaustion is nearly gone. So- yay!

Right now I’m trying to overcome a fear of mine. I really dislike new situations and I also dislike putting myself in any situation where I may come off as incapable or stupid. This is strong enough that I actually had Chris attend the first day of a step aerobics class (don’t ask) with me back in college to basically hold my hand.

Anyway, there is a volunteer opportunity that is important to me. Very important. But I’m letting my fear hold me back and I don’t want it to. Chris would technically be with me, but I doubt we’d be together so that’s of no help.

I want to do it.

I need to do it.

It sucks when the only thing standing in your way is yourself. Gotta put on my big girl panties and just do it.

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One Response to “relaxing friday”

  1. Chris Says:
    May 20th, 2013 at 5:27 am

    I had totally forgotten about the aerobics class!